You have no idea how true this is XD
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The Hideout
……… but…but…. but…..
(via ashleymauldin)
Remember the time?
When we didn’t see each other for half the summer? We just talked over chat/text, ‘cause we couldn’t see each other in person. That was almost 2 years ago.
Remember, when we finally figured out we could video chat, but we couldn’t talk because it would wake up your parents?
Remember when we both started crying because we missed each other so much? Just seeing your face on that screen made me the happiest girl on earth.
I remember that. I hope you do too. Because that’s a nice memory to have.
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homesick
Sometimes, I feel ready. For you. For us. I feel ready to hold your hand and know that you’re there. To be in love with you. To face things together. To count on you and be counted on by you. To be wrapped in your arms and never want to leave. To be a reason for your smile. To follow your lead. But then I realize I’m not ready. I’m young. I’m foolish. There are things I need to do, see, and experience before I get to you. Things I need to learn and understand. There are places in my life I have to come to, there are things inside I need to come to grips with. I’m not ready for you. You’re probably not ready for me either. And that’s okay. It’s just that I know when I’m with you… I’ll feel like I’m home. And, well, I guess sometimes I just feel homesick.
(Source: tomyfuturespouse, via refined-patchwork)
“ You do! I’m always right, so shush ♥ I love you, and stop being sad, because when you’re sad, I’m sad, and when I’m sad, I eat cake, and when I eat cake, I get fat, and when I get fat, I can’t fit in my prom dress, and when I can’t fit in my prom dress I don’t go to prom, when I don’t go to prom I kill myself, and when I kill myself I’m dead so I can’t be ridiculous with you at all. So don’t be sad Love ♥
Me
Lemme say this:
I. Must. See. Eddie. Izzard. Live. Before. I. Die.
I mean, LOOK AT HIM.
HE’S GORGEOUS
I don’t know what I’m feeling right now
I feel…. sad, mad, relieved, hurt, devastated, disappointed, embarrassed, happy…. My emotions are taking me on a roller coaster, and I’m left breathless. I’m… I’m in shock… I can’t deal with it, so I’ve shut down, not dealing with it. I’ve run away again, not from you this time, but from my own emotions, my own heart. I know I’m going to be ok… which is the only thing that is probably keeping me from completely falling apart.
I don’t know if there will be pieces of me to pick up, I’m stronger than that to fall apart to leave pieces for people try to puzzle back together.
Earlier I felt so good. I came to grips with the fact that I’m alone, again, and that I enjoyed our relationship, and it was a good one, that I didn’t need you anymore. In the part of my brain that was trying to convince the rest of me, I believed I had moved on. I thought I was making so much progress in so little time. But there’s this voice, plaguing the back of my mind, telling me I’m lying to myself. Yeah, I enjoyed the relationship, but it could have been so much more. It had way too many downs, and not enough ups. Too many broken promises. Not enough hugs. And then, after all of that, I realize… I don’t need you, I want you… but then I know, I can’t have you, so I pull back my tears, put on a strong face, and continue on. I am a strong woman, and this is part of growing up. So what if you ripped out part of me and left me there bleeding. I can put myself back together. I’ve done it before. Why is this instance any different? It’s not. I’m just going… I don’t know…. someone, point me in the direction I need to go, I’m so lost. *sighs*
Right now, I just… I don’t even know what I need. I think… I need a good cry….. I don’t know… Sleep sounds fantastic right now. No joke.
To all those girls, who cry over boys, cry. It makes you feel better. Maybe even call him an asshat, because he deserves it. But afterwards tell him, thank you, for loving you. Because that’s the least you can do.
